Mending

Maybe because I'm hitting 37 this year but I think about the past more so than usualWhat I wish I said, what I wish I didn't do. I'm grateful for the painful moments in my life, how I took those and turned into something bigger, brighter. It took me years to dust off a bad upbringing and I've learned I can change my past, but I can change my outlook (put that on a Pinterest board!) 

Miko

I look at Miko and wonder what I did to deserve her. By grace, I have Miko. I don't deserve her, but she's here and instead of trying to prove otherwise, I want to take this grace and do everything positive I can to make her the woman I am not. I've known heartbreak for so long, I almost don't know what to do with it. I'm learning my heart can house joy and pain, and there will be days one takes over the other, and that's okay. 

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Mikooooo

I'm also learning to be graceful with myself, to look towards the future and to wonder how much bigger this joy can get. Here's to more joy in 2018.